Time to update on my 21st bdae chalet however the photographs that are taken by han rong isnt ready yet. First Of all i would like to thanks each and one of you who attended my chalet because it was really a dream come true...and for your presents..I wanted to read out a speech for my family members however i back out because i am afraid that i will cry...true enough i did cry but they are the tears of joy...time passes so fast i turned 21 this year soon i will be in my mid 20 plus..I will be going to work on monday..what should i say? the fear of being alone in the office scares me alot but i think i just need time to adapt.. Since my family members are unable to hear my speech thus i will include in this entry..
1) My dearest Mummy- my mum is a wonderful person who is willing to sacrificed her time, youth to take care the 3 of us yet she never mumble anything. Every time she will call home to ask me about the food that I would like to have for dinner? .When she and daddy left for Japan trip, I cried because I won’t be able to see her for a week. I am so used to see her home around 7pm instead she gave me a very big hug and assured me that she will be home soon.
2) My dearest Daddy- my dad is the one who is always bullied by us, he is the one who always shield us from the beatings. He never requests anything from us, he too sacrificed his time, youth to take care the 3 of us yet he never mumbles anything. I missed him too when he left for Japan. I will never forget the sms that he send to me when I sms him my final results…I am so happy that is very good I am very proud of you. Daddy I want you to quit smoking
3) My dearest Melissa- my sister is one of them who always shield me from the beating. She is a hardworking student who always prepares herself 5 months before the exams. Once my tooth bleeds, I thought that it was going to drop and New Year is in a week time. Instead she rushed down to bring me to a dentist. She send me a sms “I am Here Don’t worry”
4) My dearest Jeremy –my brother is different from the 3 of us...he is a bit impatient. He just doesn’t know how to show how much he loves us. When we need help he will always be there. He will always ransack my cabinet to find titbits to instant noodle. He loves to crack jokes to lighten the atmosphere.
5) Last but not least my dearest sweetheart Adrian- My heart skip whenever you tell me that you are going for NS soon and we only have less than six months for each other He is a very understanding boyfriend; we can talk anything under the sun. Someone who gives me surprises occasionally, someone who always sings good night song to me.
If there is a next life, I still want all of you to be my family members but this time it is my turn to take care of the four of you except Adrian because I am still going to tell god that I still want to be a girl.